Restructure

Things have been restructuring lately. I am changing the way I look at things. I think this has a lot to do with the fact that the blinders I like to call my ex have been removed. I can now go back to being myself which is such a relief. Relationships are funny. They change you before you ever realize anything is different. Now that I am no longer conducting my life worried about what one person will think, I have opened my eyes to so many new possibilities. I no longer want to be the person they wanted me to be, but the person I was meant to be. I am sad that I no longer have the steady love and affection I was receiving before. Instead I am learning what I should have learned years ago, how to whole heartedly be myself. It is exciting and scary at the same time. I am doing things I never thought I could.

Here is what I am going to do. I am going to do one new thing a week and post about it. Any ideas of what this week I should try? If no one has any ideas I will think of something and surprise you with what I come up with. I will post pictures along with it to prove what I have accomplished. I think this will be an amazing fresh start!

Song of the Day: LIGHTS - February Air