Whoops forgot about this

Hahaha is it bad that I forgot I had a blog. Things these days have been way too hectic. I moved home for what ended up being a really rough month. I do not want to go into details but loosing those you love will change your life forever. Now I live in Chicago...my favorite city. I am still working in music and actually developing a whole department on my own. It is not easy at all. There are days I think it would be soooo much easier to just go work for someone else who has all of the relationships I need already established. It gets to the point sometimes where I am waiting for responses from people that may never come. I try to stay positive but its hard when you are not getting paid for your time. I work so hard and have yet to see the rewards of my work. I am not talking about being paid, I just want one of the artists I work with to know how hard I work and to be able to hear their music on tv. Just being able to say I put that song there would mean the world to me.

On another note, my personal life is hell. That is all I have to say about that.